The Change Has Begun

oh no... it's started....

i used to be a fairly ordinary guy,
{ok, so you've got to put that comment
into a certain context.. (ok, yes i've
been somewhat mental for quite awhile)}
but ever since I started trying to create
this 'blog' thing, things have started to get
really darn dicey.

now i wake up at odd hours of the afternoon,
sprawled across my futon with only the
vaguest of memories of what the hell it is
that i've been thinking about, the note-books
scattered across the floor are no help, and the
ashtray has spilled once again i see.

voyages out into the 'real world' are becoming
trials, i feel like i'm on a subversive mission,
moving amongst the multitudes, reveling in
their ignorance and trying to keep the look
of hauty granduer from becoming too apparant
on my features.

i'm thinking about writing phrases on my pants
again, and walking in the world with a friend
to follow me with a camera, so i can capture those
faces that i sometimes see from the corner of my eye,
when i have emerged from my lair of mental
majesty; unshowered, unshaven, bleary eyed
from poor sleep and the accumulated weight
of daydreams.

soon, it will be irreversable... my very psyche
is shifting, something else is coming through
now... an idealized image from the depths of
my dreaming is coming out..

the jester is being born

Yea! Wasn't that fun! Gosh... I'm going to
post some book-reviews soom, so stay
tuned!!!